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i just got home from work.
i am so tired. i feel like i am too tired to fall asleep.
that barely makes any sense though.

i only wore this to & from work.

a jumpsuit. playsuit. whatever it’s called.

a random night out with friends.
one of the boys (boy 1) has completely disowned me.
it’s because of another boy (boy 2). but in reality, i have a longterm bf (boy 3). so it’s all a bit silly.
and boy 1 that’s mad at me for dancing & talking to boy 2 has a gf anyway so he shouldn’t be mad.

jealousy. jealousy. jealousy. it’s such an evil thing…

boy 3 warned me from day 1 that boy 1 was going to be trouble. why can’t some boys just accept female friends? everything always gets so complicated. right??

sorry for the bad photo. i randomly remembered to get an outfit shot as we were walking from one venue to another after a few drinks.

I’ve been so blah lately.
Today is the first day in a while that I bothered with some color.

A nice basic floral dress & denim vest. Nothing fancy.

it’s been a pretty below par couple of weeks.
it’s resulted in me wearing extremely little color. that’s unusual to those that know me well.

i lost my beloved grandfather. my father is a mess. i am a mess. it’s the hardest thing having someone you love pass away…in a completely different country thousands of miles away. no closure. no chance to say goodbye.

this photo is old. from over a fortnight ago. i just haven’t been in the mood to post.

or in the mood for photos. i must say, those that wear all black often – i have some serious new found respect.

my camera gives me the most shocking red eyes ever.
stupid flash…

some of my friends & i had a really fun night session at the beach last week. drinking. munching on yummy treats. throwing around one of those vortex things.

wearing wedges/heels was definitely most appropriate since nobody kept their shoes on for very long anyway. =]

i’ve posted this checkered shirt before but i really like it so here it is again.

this time, i teamed it with a grey t-shirt, black jeans and B+W I ♥ Billy oxfords.

please excuse my weirdass facial expression. not sure what i was attempting to do.