A new year almost always comes with new year's resolutions. One of mine is to share with you all and post blogs often- because last year, I had so much backlog that I couldn't even deal or keep up with my posts. So that's something I need to work on. The things about resolutions is we need to actually also "resolve" things from the year that has passed. We need to remember that we actually need to come up with solutions to whatever we leave behind from the past... so that we can really let go and move on. On this day, for example, I made the courageous move to find a solution to my health issues particularly my heart problem by going to the hospital for the 3rd time for a drug/medication tolerance/allergy test. The procedure is they inject me with the medication and wait for 3-5 hours to see if my body reacts to the medicine. Obviously this is the 3rd try which means the first two trials failed... which was a letdown because all I really want is to find something that would solve my troubles because it doesn't feel good at all to have a high blood pressure and heart rate all the time. I won't lie and say going in for the tests don't freak me out... it is scary... it's like playing Russian roulette with my life but I have a problem that bothers me... and I need to be brave enough to find a solution... no matter how traumatic or scary it is. So I set my fear aside, dressed up in an animal print ensemble (cue in Katy Perry's Song: "Because I am a champion...and you're going to hear me ROAR!") I have to admit when I am nervous I tend to bring it out on my ensemble and while this outfit is a bit too dressed up for another hospital visit... I figured, the best way to deal with traumatic situations is dress up and look like you're not afraid. I mean, if I am going to be out under, might as well do it in style. Right? Besides, pretty clothes always make me happy.
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