I thought it would be fun to layer my lace tights and plum coloured tights together. I like the illusion it created because it made a lot of people wonder if my tights were one or two separate ones…
So I was reading this post from Haylily. And it totally gave me a reality check. I know I have been asking people to add me, and yes I will full on admit messaging chictopians generically to add me as well.
I openly apologize if I made anyone feel pressured or somewhat obligated to do as I said. I thought it was an affective way to get noticed around here which, I know is pathetic.
When I saw that I was one of the possibilities in the beginning of the month of March. I think that’s when it got to my head. Where I wanted to do anything I possibly could to become a style icon — meaning stooping as low as asking and begging people to add me.
And before all of that getting into my head, I did think it was sad that people asked on their chicblog and then last month when the messages started coming in, I thought it was sad too. So yes, I know I’m being hypocrital here. And I know it was pathetic of me to conform and do pathetic things to get people to add me. It just goes to show that we all need to stay true to ourselves even in an online community.
And lastly, I’m not writing all this to get pity. I’m writing this because I want to be honest and I have a conscious.
So thank you Haylily for making me open my eyes and get a big dose of reality check. And get a chance and read her post, it’s definately worthy of everyone’s time.