Having to pose in front of a camera feels extremely awkward to me. And one can see that from how I tend to grab my other arm, showcase some leg and do this weird Victoria Beckham-stiff looks. I had to fight this contempt I have for the camera in order to put together some content for the blog. A blog which was not supposed to be a fashion diary as much as yet another platform dedicated to brief fashion analyses, news and style tips. Having a full time job and some minor, yet time-consuming adjacent projects, I have to constantly put my blog on hold, which is so frustrating, given that it is the ONLY content, writing and aesthetics that completely represent me, regardless of others might think, want or require. But I have no intention to give up posting, since it feels like a monologue that can soothe any anxiety.