I will try to be as less dramatic as possible..
How can it be that one day everything’s going fine and the next day, suddenly, it all falls down..
It still feels sureal that grandpa is gone. He was like a father to me, a friend, a confidant. And everyday I wish I were able to use my skills as a nurse to save him while dying in my arms. Because if I did, maybe, just maybe, he could still be here sitting on his favorite chair.
I love you lolo and I will miss you.. You will always be my inspiration. You can enjoy endless guilt-free peanut butter in heaven now.
I should be packing right now for a trip to Bohol with the boyfriend tomorrow. I guess lolo didn’t want me to go.
Note to self: 10,000 things could go wrong but choose not to focus on them.
Smile though your heart is aching!