Well, I would like to take a ridiculously big bow, clap slowly and say a huge ironic THANK YOU to many people!! To people who “lead” us, to people who “teach” us, to people who control our lives. Thank you for making me feel so tired and useless, thank you for making me study and study so I can become a young adult with no job, thank you for this wonderful educational system, in which it is noble only to become a doctor or a lawyer, and any other form of art cannot be seen as a proper job, thank you for forcing me to agree with every stupid idea of yours, for trying to convince me to not care about the beauty in things, but for the use of things, thank you for trying to make me feel bad, thank you for making me have no time to study real things, as literature, history (real history), philosophy, thank you for making my routine boring.
I’m feeling so bad right now, and I just want to cry. I feel that I have to obey, to nod and do as I am told, because that’s the right thing, the normal thing. I see nobody protesting, and I feel so stupid and weird and different in a bad way that I’d love to change many things that others don’t.
Many people think that what is done by everyone, is correct. I believe that just because something is accepted by everyone, does not have to be correct.
I am really sorry about my nonsense. I just feel that sometimes nobody understands what I’m trying to say, and I wanted to talk to somebody-YOU.
And now I want to (truly, and honestly, this time) thank YOU, for being so kind and perfect to me!! I really adore all of you and you give that something to my boring everyday life. You have also been such an inspiration to me, and you have inspired me to start doubting things around me, because that’s what fashion is about, that’s what art is about, to doubt.
I really want to thank you dear Chictopians, for all your kind support!!
With lots of love
Have a great day:)