It was hard for me to actually even want to put on clothes this morning. I’m still here at the ranch and I’m hating it more and more as the days slowly go by. But I’m happy to be in the place I am with my life. Now that it’s summer and the weather is semi nice here, the cows have arrived. Ugh, God how do I explain this? Basically there’s this “cowboy” that lives down the road from us and when his stupid fucking cows get out we’re called in to wrangle them back into the fence. I’ve never encountered such dumb animals. I mean I now cows are stupid but, fuck, they just flat out suck. It’s funny to watch all of us drug addicts chase the cattle. Which I guess makes it somewhat fun. If only someone filmed us.
On another note I’m getting a cyst removed Friday. They have to put me to sleep and I’m super nervous. I’ve never had anything like that happen to me. The cyst is on my wrist and the doc says it’s on the bigger side. I’ve chosen to go through it without the help of narcotics and that’s another reason why I’m so nervous. I hate pain. Duh.
Anywho, thanks for all the support with everything!!! Much love!