Hi, my friends!!
Unfortunately, I have some bad news!… Efi passed away two days ago (on Sunday) at 03.29 a.m. … :(( l wish I could have done something to save her!!! l loved her as she was my own child, I can truly say I never felt she was just a Guinea pig! She always acted like a child, I especialy loved the way she looked at me… :X
After 3 weeks of serious illness, she passed away despite our efforts to save her. The vet here doesn’t know anything about Guinea pigs so we had to treat her using just some advices from other persones who had Guinea pigs too. I had the best intentions but I know I made a lot of mistakes. I would never forgive myself because she suffer so much and I feel like it’s just my fault! I cried sooo much and my brother too. He has regrets for not spending more time with her. I always tried to stay with her as much as it was possible but I feel this too.
She suffer so much that I’m almost happy she passed away. The only thing that makes me feel better is that I know her suffering is now over… :( l’ll keep her in my heart forever! God bless her soul wherever she’s now… :(( We went to the church to pray for her soul.
You can understand why I didn’t checked out Chictopia. I really needed some time to reassure myself so I can be ready to talk about this. After all, life goes on…
Yesterday I started my new job. It makes me feel better because it makes me think about other stuff. Anyway l was scared to be home and look at all those places were Efi used to stay…
That’s what I’m wearing at work today. Yeah, another layering outfit… Actualy that’s my favourite thing about autumn. I especialy love the colors mix here and my new green pair of tights. That’s my second leather jacket and l looove my paisley trifted scarf too. It’s so warm and the color is so versatile.
Have a lovely day, guys!
Thank you for your support and lovely comments! I wish I could have better news but this is it… Take care!
P.S. Please listen to “On The Other Side Of The Sky”. I know it’s a 2Pac tribute song, but the lyrics are gorgeous… <3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1xALxB09wo