Show me sunshine

Updated on Aug 16, 2010
cotton on top - Coexist wwwcoexistonlinemultiplycom skirt - Aldo shoes
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I’m a little too depressed lately and I don’t think my hormones have anything to do with it. I hate it when I have the blues. Don’t you have those days when you just feel like, well, you suck? If you don’t, good for you! If you do, join me as I wallow in my pool of sadness.

I think this feeling started when I saw my design for a certain something that was shot like a month ago for the first time this week. Why oh why did I just see this design now? I just hate how every time there’s an important something in my life, I’m always either abroad or unavailable. This happens ALL the time btw. I’ve actually missed a handful of features and other opportunities because of this, and they’re usually the best ones. :( Just my luck I guess. This is also the reason why I was not able to check how my design turned out before it was sent off to the shoot. I was already abroad before my design finished production. Hate hate hate. It’s too late now. Imagine my horror when I finally got to see it this week. My sewer must’ve gotten confused. It was totally different from what I told her to do. My sister tried comforting me by saying that it wasn’t bad looking at all, she said it’s actually nice, maybe it just didn’t reach my expectations. Well, let me tell you this, it was faaaaaar from what I expected, like North Pole far. So after that wonderful day, I think everything just came crashing down. All sorts of feelings came rushing in. Insecurities about anything and everything slowly crept in and took over what was left of me. Believe me when I say “anything and everything,” from physical to mental and all sorts of insecurities. Insecurities are such monsters.

Anyway, I’m sorry if I sound like I’m dissatisfied or ungrateful for what I have, it’s really not like that. I’m grateful for what I have, but just this once, allow me to sulk and whine (given a choice, I don’t want to use the word “whine”, but most people would probably call this whining. And since I’m too depressed to argue, whining it is) I believe everyone is allowed to feel this way once in a while or at least be honest enough to admit they have insecurities. I think everyone fights with his/her insecurities everyday, it’s just that some days we win the battle, and other days (like these) we lose. I mean we’re only human right? There will always be bad days, no matter how much you try to focus on the positive. I just hope I win soon. I really don’t like feeling this way. Depression is so unproductive.

Comments (65)

JeniferSparkles
JeniferSparkles on April 08
i love how u put this outfit together!
Aprilfrances
Aprilfrances on March 10
NICE
krystelle_tsz
krystelle_tsz on February 04
skirt!!
peachy990
peachy990 on January 24
loveeeeeeeeeeeeee
tweesy
tweesy on September 24
i like the skirt and shoes
summerkisses
summerkisses on September 07
lovely shoes!!!
handlebarmustaches
handlebarmustaches on September 04
adorable :)
dramax3
dramax3 on September 04
nice skirt and shoes!
pfeiferem
pfeiferem on September 02
so cuuuuuuuuute. favorited
gictha
gictha on August 26
very nice pose..,, skirt,,,so cute <3
BigCurlyHair
BigCurlyHair on August 25
i love that skirt and cheer up everyone has those days were your like uhhh
leslie0426
leslie0426 on August 25
love this look, and i agree with you. all of us have those days. sometimes i can be driving and i get soo sad! an im grateful as well for everything i have in life but idk sometimes its my insecurities that get to me like with an outfit! no matter how good i feel if i go to an event i sometimes struggle with feeling beautiful!! its ok to let it out sometimes :)
AiB
AiB on August 24
i love your skirt :> pretty
PepperoniAnyesse
PepperoniAnyesse on August 23
so fab
RosetteAdel
RosetteAdel on August 22
fres looking. :)
liz07
liz07 on August 21
so pretty!! those shoes are enviable! :P
mahtwistedwayz
mahtwistedwayz on August 21
love the pastel palette
filthygorgeous
filthygorgeous on August 20
pretty
selfandsociety
selfandsociety on August 20
very pretty
Ewwitsnikki
Ewwitsnikki on August 20
love the boyfriend shirt!
princesscelina
princesscelina on August 19
love the outfit! :) you amaze me. :) awww.. hope, you're okay now. :)
scqkindy
scqkindy on August 19
you look like a pretty barbie doll!
artyaffair
artyaffair on August 18
gorgeous!
RubySlipper
RubySlipper on August 18
cute look and shoes!
omgitsmaruh
omgitsmaruh on August 18
VERY VERY FAB!
mizmay
mizmay on August 17
well hope you feel better now! You look wonferful in this outfit, dear! So romantic! :)
lolapalloosa
lolapalloosa on August 17
i oh so love your shoes..skirt is lovely!!!
headbandit
headbandit on August 17
great shoes!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
MsChanda
MsChanda on August 17
I am sorry you are feeling this way but you are beautiful!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you
Night_Owl
Night_Owl on August 17
gorgeous look! you're a doll! :)
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
I wish! But thank you!
cityofbugs
cityofbugs on August 17
beautiful skirt and shoes, perfect with the blue top. you look gorgeous! sometimes you just need to let your feelings out, and then hopefully you will feel better :) x
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
My thoughts exactly, sometimes we just need an outlet. :) Thank you :)
vevevea
vevevea on August 17
love this outfit!!!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
iamdenie
iamdenie on August 17
love the outfit :)
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
thanks!
melai
melai on August 17
cuute! :)
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
kavzme
kavzme on August 17
cute outfit and ultra cute shoes !!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
lissakahayon
lissakahayon on August 17
this is soooooo pretty!!!!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you :)
allyraleen
allyraleen on August 17
love ur poses! and the shoes are gorg!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you! :)
i_loveDISNEY
i_loveDISNEY on August 17
Awesome. Love those shoes! :D
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you!
starryeyed
starryeyed on August 17
This is so pretty. I love your shoes!!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
ellekagaoan
ellekagaoan on August 17
love the skirt and shoes <3
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks Elle!
nix
nix on August 17
love the shoes!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
IraJennena
IraJennena on August 17
cute skirt..=)
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
pinklady_apple
pinklady_apple on August 17
Cute clear look! I love it!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
imjustmefashionblog
imjustmefashionblog on August 17
love it!!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you!
theclassicsilhouette
theclassicsilhouette on August 16
i love the skirt and shoes! i really hope you feel better, you're a great designer :) sometimes things just don't happen the way we want them too.
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks Valerie! You're such a sweetie :)
Katielyn
Katielyn on August 16
Really love those shoes!!!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you!
kss_23
kss_23 on August 16
i love the skirt!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
anneklein
anneklein on August 16
lovely.:)) the shoes!!! <3
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
Nino_H
Nino_H on August 16
so dreamy and cute...chic vote
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you :)
krisco
krisco on August 16
i love this! the colours are wonderful
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you :)
mokatresors
mokatresors on August 16
very cute skirt! i'll be rooting for you to win this battle!!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you! I can't wait to win, let's hope soon!
HappyKitty
HappyKitty on August 16
Love the lacy skirt!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
libys11
libys11 on August 16
very romantic and stunning!!!! love the soft pastel look!! :D
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
fauxfur
fauxfur on August 16
Cute outfit - you'll be fine Camille! :)
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you! Let's hope so!
charchelle27
charchelle27 on August 16
love your skirt and shoes!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
maryiangge
maryiangge on August 16
super cute!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
TwitchVintage
TwitchVintage on August 16
I love the combination of textures here.
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
joannaladrido
joannaladrido on August 16
cute outfit! love pastels on u! and hope u feel bettter :)
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks!
styleandsoul
styleandsoul on August 16
love this sweet look :)
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thanks! :)
TaraAsturias
TaraAsturias on August 16
aww Hope you feel better! You look fab even thou your depressed! i love the skirt and your shoes!! :*
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
This was taken last week though haha so I wasn't depressed yet then. Although I do look sad here, which made it such a fitting photo for my entry. Thank you Tara! :)
Little_Island
Little_Island on August 16
Such a pretty outfit, great skirt & shirt. We all have does bad days! Hope you feel better soon.
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you :)
YOUTHAGAINSTFASHlON
YOUTHAGAINSTFASHlON on August 16
Lovely tones! And accessories!! It's ok whining, but then we have to start again :) I'm sure you'll have better days! :D
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you! Here's to better days!
SaraJames
SaraJames on August 16
Hope you get better!
camilleco
camilleco on August 17
Thank you! :)
SaraJames
SaraJames on August 16
Really love this outfit!! The skirt is so beautiful!!
vulpine
vulpine on August 16
just like a fairytale <3
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