…when you’re lookin for a diamond in the ruff
oh how i love nickelback :)
so i’m sorry i didn’t post or get back to any comments and stuff yesterday was a pretty rough day…too much bad stuff has happened my friend started talking crazy things about her lukemia and i can’t even see her because she’s throwing up and she’s so sick so she wants to be alone :‘( then a bunch of stuff happened with baron’s car i hate people!! lets put it this way i was very disappointed in two of our very close friends…and the only good news is baron comes home in 2 days :)
now since i’ve been mentioning a lot of chictopians and i mentioned my friend and her health problem i wanted to mention someone else…flairetoremember who is one of our style icons i found her very inspirational. the reason why is because i was browsing all of her posts while i was at work the other day and came across a post that hit close to home. she had talked about how she had a seizure/episode and how she would not become a victim to this disorder. that “will not become a victim to this disorder” part made me smile. i as well have epilepsy and was diagnosed in summer of 2005 right after I graduated high school…i didn’t have a seizure for almost 4 years until i had something serious happen to me and it ended up giving me a seizure in february of 2009…i was very upset and like our fellow chictopian i have also beat myself up pretty bad from black eyes to biting of the tongue to bruises my whole arm scratching myself…yea so i know EXACTLY how she feels. it’s nice to see that another beautiful girl won’t let this disorder get the best of her…and thanks to her i feel a little better about having this disorder and i also will NOT become a victim of this disorder.