"Love"

Updated on Jun 04, 2010
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La Fille Atomique

I think love is the most beautiful thing
in the world,
and I don’t give a fuck,
because I have no original ideas.

I’m a pathetic man
whose goal is to read poetry
in order
to get women
to fall in love with him,
and you’d think I was reprimanding myself
and revealing my horrible dark side
by saying that,
but I was really saying
“women who hear this, fall in love with me, or else,”
because that’s what it comes down to —
an ultimatum,
life or death,
and sure, maybe I’m being extreme,
but you walk around and tell me
that things aren’t extreme,
Jesus,
I’ve seen a man jack off to a gap window display,
so don’t tell me that love isn’t important.

and maybe you didn’t get that series of lines,
that’s OK,
most of them are subtext
designed to impress people
who know too much about art,
all you need to listen to is
the 12 percent
which contain words like “fuck,”
and “ass,”
and “ride my dongstick, you naughty schoolgirl.”
because in a poem about love
we all need to know the relevant things,
because we’re all looking for the complete definition of love,
if only we could open our encyclopedia brittanicas
and look up love and know,
but love isn’t that easy.

they say cupid loved my so called life
and when the show was cancelled
cupid cried and cried and cried and
decided that he was going to fuck up
all of humanity,
and this is why china has a trouble with its birthrate
and arkansas rhymes with date rape
and iraq is iraq,
and the fat lipo-sucked out of california
could be
its own island.

but this isn’t a poem about geography,
this is a poem about love,
the bane of my existence,
the reason why I hate valentine’s day
and halloween,
which is about ghosts
and I think you know where I’m going here.
I’m going to the land of girlfriends of halloweens past,
and maybe I’ve only got three ghosts in this land,
but this doesn’t mean that they don’t bring their friends,
who are the ghosts of girls who have rejected me,
because girls rarely travel alone in this land.
lydia is from this land.

I used to kiss her
while listening to
the cure’s “just like heaven,”
now I don’t see her anymore,
so that song makes me sad,
why must we associate music with
our love lives?
I’m not trying to be profound here,
I’m just saying that music really takes me
back, way back,
and I can’t explain the memory process involved in that,
because I am not a psychology major,
and maybe
my problem with picking up women
has to do with me always asking,
“what’s your major?”
but that only makes me as cheesy
as 90 percent of guys
looking for women,
and 86 percent of them have women,
so what’s the deal here?
maybe I shouldn’t think of women in terms
of picking them up,
and maybe I should open up my sensitive side,
but really,
the sensitive side sucks.
I’ve been there.
you can only imagine the kinds of sweaters
they make you wear.
it’s not fair,
love is not fair,
and war is not fair,
and I don’t care what anyone has to say about
any of that,
I feel unloved,
I’m sorry I need people
to tell me I’m cool,
I’m just that way.
aren’t you?
am I the only one?
I know that I can’t be that
misunderstood.

but you don’t want to
understand me!
you just want to hear the part
where I talk about my small dick again,
because the asian man will always be plagued
by this rumor
until he is brave enough to fling it out
and say,

“HA! WE ARE GIGANTIC!”

this is not the direction
I wanted to take
this poem.
honestly, I just want to be in the arms
of my true love, in a house, in a room,
in a wonderful, perfect world with our
two children,
a boy and a girl,
helga and lamar,
but maybe I shouldn’t have said this,
woody allen taught us
that marriage is a death trap.

I’m almost as old as his girlfriend.
she could be the long lost sister
I’ve been looking for,
maybe my mother gave her away
when we lived in china,
wait, I never lived in china.
I think I’ve begun lying in this poem.
I was hoping to talk about love
for 3.4 minutes
and then
come to a conclusion,
somehow defining love
within the poem,
but
I don’t have any answers
and I’m looking for help from anyone,
because love has got me fucked up
and dying,
because I feel retarded without anyone to hold me,
and maybe that’s sentimental,
but what’s wrong with sentimental?

to self: fuck you, I’m OK!

you see, I can’t even decide what I need
much less understand what I’m saying.
you see, all I’m saying
is
someone love me.

-Beau Sia

La Fille Atomique
La Fille Atomique
La Fille Atomique

COMMENTS (37)

TaniaB
TaniaB on February 16
i just love the skirt! <3
longsnore
longsnore on August 28
very cute
modgeisha
modgeisha on October 31
One lovely tulle skirt!!
ConcreteJungle
ConcreteJungle on October 15
LOVE THE SKIRTX333
Kikki
Kikki on June 26
so cute :D ps: I love your tattoos
GirlfriendInAComa
GirlfriendInAComa on June 08
yay philly!! cute outfit! I'm in Art Museum, u're in South Philly?
S_agapoxxx
S_agapoxxx on June 07
Cute skirt - love the shoes :)
joannaladrido
joannaladrido on June 07
love the tulle on u!
miss_enticing
miss_enticing on June 06
OMGOSH your skirt!!! <3
vivalafashion106
vivalafashion106 on June 06
i love the ballet inspired skirt. its adorable. :)
Tea_Loving_Noemie
Tea_Loving_Noemie on June 05
that skirt is really cute! made even cuter thanks to the adorable black top x
lissakahayon
lissakahayon on June 05
nice skirt!!!
erikareyes
erikareyes on June 05
cute skirt!
kavzme
kavzme on June 05
cute skirt !
Annachiara
Annachiara on June 05
Loovely :D
coldlight
coldlight on June 05
great skirt! and really interesting poem too!
skinnylatte
skinnylatte on June 05
love ittt!
ACrownMadeOfIvy
ACrownMadeOfIvy on June 04
Oh that outfit is pretty! I love that skirt and your shoes :)
nicolethedressupdoll
love the tulle:)
beeswithfeathers
beeswithfeathers on June 04
That skirt is beautiful!
thebluemonster
thebluemonster on June 04
love it<3 i bought a target dress that looks exactly like that O.O
jtodd
jtodd on June 04
cute..and hot!
walkinglamb
walkinglamb on June 04
Adore the skirt. Just wonderful.
melissabbygirll
melissabbygirll on June 04
really pretty.
beautifultrainwreck
beautifultrainwreck on June 04
Give me the skirt! lol PRETTY :)
libys11
libys11 on June 04
tulle and lace never looked this good!!! you look amazing! :D
thehotmess
thehotmess on June 04
Cute skirt! Ohmy tattoos! :)
HeadtoToes
HeadtoToes on June 04
love this look. great tattoos
TrixxyPixiee
TrixxyPixiee on June 04
lovely
MyClosetisaBox
MyClosetisaBox on June 04
oh so lovely!
tylerjanuary
tylerjanuary on June 04
ballerina chic! love this look
Catherinee
Catherinee on June 04
your skirt is adorable and I enjoyed reading that poem - it's hilarious.
nealy817
nealy817 on June 04
this is beautiful! and i love seeing all your tattoos with such a girly outfit, its such a cool mix.
theflightoffancy
theflightoffancy on June 04
you'd make a bad ass ballerina ;]
chloetrayner
chloetrayner on June 04
love the skirt!
maharot1525
maharot1525 on June 04
LOVE your flowy skirt!!! the color is cute!!! love also your pose maybe i will also do my next photo in our roof top!!!
paxie_aiza
paxie_aiza on June 04
wow amazing. i love your top especially your skirt!:) and you're almost at the edge it's scary. Lol.
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