saturday, 3 october 2009.
so this is what i wore to my friend’s birthday party. it’s not really a party though, more like a hangout. i know this outfit is just too simple and boring, but i’m just not in the mood to dress up and i just wanna try to adjust myself to the way how my friends dress up. and it turned out that even this simple outfit is still the most “not simple” one among the others:( so, considering that even the simplest outfit like this is still not as simple as what people surround me wear and also considering that most of you as well as other people outside chictopia asked me not to change my style, i’ve decided not to change anything and always try to be a more stylish and fashionable girl:)
so, in this post, i would like to share you a short story about my fashion style. i’m 15 and in grade 10 right now. i just started to show my fashion style and wear fashionable outfits in the beginning of this july, when i entered year 10 as well as chictopia. Before, i always wear t-shirts, shorts and sport shoes/ sandals. i’ve always wanted to show my fashion style and wear fashionable outfits since i entered junior high school, precisely when i was in year 7. but i wasn’t that brave on that time and i just thought that it wasn’t the time yet. However, in the end of year 9, i somehow found this website, and i was really obsessed to show my fashion style and wear fashionable outfits, just like what other girls in chictopia did. after 3 months of thinking, i finally decided to be brave and wear what i want to wear. however, there’s still a problem that i could not solve yet, even until today. actually, when i started to show my fashion style and wear fashionable outfits, i did not really wear what i want to wear. although i’ve decided to be brave, but i know i have to limit my fashion style since i’m living in a country that doesn’t really care about fashion and with only 2 seasons (no winter T_T). so, even until today, i still limit my fashion style. so all the outfits that i wore – all of my photos that i’ve posted are all the outfits i wore in weekends and holidays since the beginning of july until now, not even one outfit was missed (i always took photos on every outfit that i wore and i always posted them all here) – so far are not really my fashion style; they’re just a little part of my fashion style. and truthfully, i’m quite surprised when many people love this “little part” of my fashion style (my fashion style that i’ve limited). but on the other side, i’m also sad when many people think that this “little part” of my fashion style which i’ve limited is still somewhat too “extreme” and not appropriate for me (due to my age and where i live in). goshhh..i’ve limited my fashion style and they still ask me to limit it moreee?! oh i’m going crazyyy! hahaha.. but now i’ve got a solution. i decided to still limit my fashion style, but not limit it more (like what people surround me, especially my mom, want me to do). is my decision right or wrong? tell me guys:)
ohh, i have to wait 3 more years to really show my real fashion styleee (without having to limit it at all)! damnnn! hahahaha.. i’ll be more than patient to wait until that time arrives:)
have a nice day everyone:) love ya all^^