He broke it off with me last night. I loved that guy for 3 years and now… that’s all gone.
Cried all night; broke down during lunch in a 5 star hotel no less. Cant seem to grasp this reality; feels like the train still hasnt stopped yet.
I think I’ll go crazy; like i just want to grab the nearest H&M scarf in the vicinity and hang myself with it (it HAS to be H&M lol).
I’m not even sure if this outfit is even right. But I just had to get out of the house and do something like walk or whatever. Just not lie there in bed and cry. Never took off my shades during the whole duration of my little travel spree around Tokyo. My eyes look effin’ terrible.
I did end up shopping though in H&M after I walked around the huge shrine-ish park near the area.. This beautiful sheek dress that I fell in love with the first time I saw it: worth 8thou yen (i know. I got crazy there).
Sorry for the depressing post. But I had to vent.
PS. It’s also hard not having that photographer to hold the camera. Pictures are not so nice. :(